Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Lack of Motivation

I have gained all the weight I lost last year PLUS 10 lbs.  I did "INSANITY" last week and it kicked my butt, I was so sore and could hardly move...I can't make myself do it this week. 


I'm eating like a monster and I'm starting to wonder how Josh can find me attractive.  Yep, I've hit a big low.  I ate a healthy dinner but was craving something sweet so I just ate not 1 but 2 bowls of cereal.....I can't believe I am telling on myself.  I need some SERIOUS motivation, this fat and cellulite isn't walking off by itself...........sigh!

2 comments:

  1. I can relate in a BIG way. I struggle DAILY with this very problem.. but honestly love, you are beautiful, and maybe you don't feel incredibly attractive right now, I think we often are much more harsh on ourselves than our husbands are. I am sure Josh finds you very appealing.

    Do we think maybe hormones are playing a part in this? I know that in certain times of the month I have a much harder time with cravings and wanting to eat my own arm.

    And just so you know.. You are beautiful :) Inside and out. I often find myself staring at you.. I can't help myself. Is that weird? Yes? Umm, then I totally don't really stare at you. ;o) Love you chicky pooh.

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  2. You are beautiful, inside and out. I'm so happy that you and my girls are friends.

    I struggled with weight for soooo many years. I know how hard it is, and how frustrating. Ashley's right on, I think. Hormones (as in my case) can be cruel. Something I had to learn, but didn't always apply....LOVE who you are. Be the best "you". No one else can do that.

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